Satan wants to destroy their innocence so he can destroy their future

I recently listened to two different stories on video. One of a former porn star and the other of a former homosexual male porn star.
Both were amazing miracles of what God can do in anyone’s life.

I believe God has a plan for everyone.

Our minds are created to believe that there IS something more.
More than just pleasuring ourselves.
More than just the physical.

Many may not want it but EVERYONE is searching for it. For what?
For true peace.
Real love.
True intimacy.

It hurts so much to see innocent children grow up and become something that they never would’ve chosen or even dreamed about when they were let’s say 4 or 5 years old.
That is why I believe that the devil goes after children so hard. He knows if he can destroy their innocence…it will be that much easier to destroy their future. God’s future for them.

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The devil had horrendous plans for my life. Plans that I thought were what I wanted. Plans that I would’ve chosen because of what my childhood had taught me.
We are only molds of what are childhood shape us into.
But of course we all have that choice once we are adults to allow God to break that mold and rebuild a new one.
It's not easy by no means. But it is a journey worth beginning.

Every person has a story they carry.
I sincerely love to hear stories of molds that God broke through. Or what He saved them from. Whatever that may have been.
Homosexuality, pornography, abuse, depression, suicide attempts. Etc.

I know personally for myself my story would have been on that list for sure.

If you are on a path that you wholeheartedly believe your 4 or 5 year old self would NOT be proud of. Would not have chosen. Than just know that your story does not have to end where your at.
Yes Christ saved me from escorting, becoming a stripper, and being in porn. And because of that my story changed.

I now live a life that my young innocent self would have desired.
I am a mom. A wife. Just a normal girl with a simple life. But…
I know peace.
I know what real love is.
I know what true intimacy feels like.
And let me tell you it’s amazing.

If you have a story share it.
I’m only brave enough to share mine for the hope that it encourages and helps one.

All I know is that if I had never allowed God to rebuild and restore me. You probably would’ve met me in some strip club or in some porn video online.
Oh the power in God’s love.
That He is more than willing to rid us of all the ugliness and stains that cover us. To give us a destiny. To speak promises over us. To heal our hearts from all the despicable memories that do us much harm.
Oh a love like that I choose to give up all for.
I pray you would too.

It is what you were created for.

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Women-Fight for them..or use them?

When we decided that a woman was not a worthy thing to fight for, we began using them.

And if you could hear a woman’s hearts cry..I think it would sound a little or maybe a lot like this: …..

“I don’t want to be used, I want to be loved…oh so loved”.

“Am I beautiful enough, good enough?.. To be fought for, to be waited for, to be treated right?!”

“I’m tired of having to give myself away just to feel love…that at the end isn’t even real”.

“I’m lonely.”
-“I’m ugly.”
-“I’m not enough.”
-“I’m all used up.”
-“Love doesn’t exist.?”

“Is there something more? “

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I believe every woman’s, every girls heart crys out many things.
Sometimes…if I look deep into her eyes I think I can even hear it.. if I look deeply enough. As I pass her by on my out of the mall.
As I see her getting her hair done at the salon.
As I wait at the stop light, and she sits in the car right beside me.
As I drive by while she walks home from school.
As she takes my order at the fast food place I’m at.
As I hand her my insurance card at the doctors office.
Etc
Etc
Etc

4 words:
FIGHT FOR US MEN!
Even if some women may laugh, sneer, or deny it. I believe we as women WANT to be cherished, loved, respected, adored, and yes fought for.
We are worthy. We need you.

Ladies:
Act like it!Give them something to fight for! How? Oh if you really want to know how.. please read more about that here. “Oh baby, give me some chivalry !!
And here–> “Do you feel worthy?”

Lots of women have screamed and yelled out “independence” and “I dont need no man”! But truly at the end it’s made them feel more alone, and bitter once they realize that even if they may “believe” they don’t, their children surely do!

God did in fact create Adam first.
God knew what He was doing. 🙂
Women…lets be ladies that show we are WORTHY!
Men…prove to us that you are REAL men by fighting for us…not using us!

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