‘Gasp’! She said the *P* word!?!?

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You can say it’s a well known word.
You can say it’s a dirty word.
You could even say it’s a “cuss” word.

Some could say “it” brought them pleasure.
Some could say “it” brought them intimacy..of some sort.
Some could even say “it” brought them entertainment.

BUT to the someone I know…
it ONLY brought shame.
It only brought pain. No. Wait. Scratch that out. Excruciating pain.
Heartbreak.
Distrust. A lot of it.
Havoc.
Soul and Body.
Almost ruin.
Almost destruction.

Was her world ending?
The world she knew.
All because of this *P* word?!!!

It would’ve, it could’ve, it might’ve..
But she chose to forgive.
And.. love again.

Pornography. Porn.

YES. I SAID IT.

To be continued….

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Does “it” make you feel sick?

Does it make you feel sick?
Does it make you feel more lonely?
Does it make you feel used?
Does it make you cry?
Does it? Does it??

How can the very thing that gives them excitement, that gives them pleasure..even if it is short lived, cause them so much pain?

Maybe because it was never intended to be played with.
Maybe because it was never intended to be played with so early.
Maybe because it was intended to be a gift.
A gift given and never discarded.
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For once this gift is unwrapped
It’s gone. Forever.

Okay, so tell me why didn’t I listen?
It went in one ear, out the other.
Oohh heart of mine..how little you knew. -sigh-